Beating Heart

(這裡是星期二上電腦課偷上痞客幫的琉璃:3

這是法蘭西絲委託的what now:)))

What now

怎麼辦

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

我試著忽視阻在喉嚨的硬塊

I shouldn't be crying

哭泣是不被允許的

Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now

眼淚留給那個過去是弱者的我，現在我已變得堅強

Or so I say, but something's missing

雖然我這麼認為，但某樣東西卻消逝了

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me

不管那是什麼，都像是在嘲笑我

Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

透過籠罩著我的雙面鏡

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

不管那是什麼，都是在嘲笑著我

And I just wanna scream

而我只想尖叫

What now, I just can't figure it out

到底怎麼了，我理不出頭緒

What now, I guess

到底怎麼了，我猜

I'll just wait it out, wait it out

我只能等一切結束，所有的一切

What now, what now

我不懂現在到底是怎麼了

I found the one, he changed my life

我曾找到我的唯一從而改變我的生命

But was it me that changed

但那個改變過的人還是我嗎？

And he just happened to come at the right time

他來得正是時候

I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again

我期盼墜入愛河但卻迎來再一次的麻木

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me

不管那是什麼，都像是在嘲笑我

Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

透過籠罩著我的雙面鏡

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

不管那是什麼，都是在嘲笑著我

And I just wanna scream

而我只想尖叫

What now, I just can't figure it out

到底怎麼了，我理不出頭緒

What now, I guess

到底怎麼了，我猜

I'll just wait it out, wait it out

我只能等一切結束，所有的一切

What now, please tell me, what now

我到底怎麼了，拜託告訴我 ，我是怎麼了

There's no one to call

無人可以求助

'Cause I'm just playing games with them all

因為我正和他們玩著這盤賭局

The more I swear I'm happy

我越定下發誓自己會快樂

The more that I'm feeling alone

就有愈多的孤寂圍繞著我

'Cause I spend every hour

因為我用盡每分每秒

Just going through the motions

只想從這一切逃開

I can't even get the emotions to come out

我甚至無法將情緒表達出來

Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

形容枯槁，我只想放聲大叫

What now, I just can't figure it out

到底怎麼了，我理不出頭緒

What now, I guess

到底怎麼了，我猜

I'll just wait it out, wait it out

我只能等一切結束，所有的一切

What now, somebody tell me, what now

到底怎麼了， 誰來告訴我 ，我怎麼了

I don't know where to go

我不知道該去哪

I don't know what to feel

我不知道作何感受

I don't know how to cry

我不知道如何哭泣

I don't know, oh, oh why

我不知道，喔喔為什麼

I don't know where to go

我不知道該去哪

I don't know what to feel

我不知道作何感受

I don't know how to cry

我不知道如何哭泣

I don't know, oh, oh why

我不知道  喔喔為什麼

I don't know where to go

我不知道該去哪

I don't know what to feel

我不知道作何感受

I don't know how to cry

我不知道如何哭泣

I don't know, oh, oh why, so what now

我不知道  喔喔為什麼 ，所以我到底怎麼了？

*對於法蘭西斯感到抱歉，昨天在家的時候想翻但我爸就叫我去睡了ˊˋ(十點

果然我十點半睡著之後還是沒辦法睡好，所以就偷開電腦(沒有啦##

我三點就起來了QQ 希望妳能體諒喔><

(Sor結果我忘了我們的約定:*